The time is now…
These past 3 years have felt like a test that I’ve passed with flying colors. All the lessons learned, people I’ve met, left behind, and continued to nurture our relationships. I’ve been called to step into my highest self… When will I be her i have no idea but the path it clear. I’m not hacking away at my darkness with a machete and the skin of my teeth barely making it. My circle is tight and one of deep trust.
The newest chapter is one I’ve craved since I was a child. The time is now.
Thank you God/Universe for the ability to step up into who I am.
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as i tend to each plant in my collection, somethings have grown firmly into a place that is no longer allowing them to thrive.
I’ve been tending to the over 200 plants I have since October after a bit of neglect and I finally feel like I’m seeing the light that the end of the tunnel. Of course it coincides just as I to am finding new ways to grow and preparing to thrive.
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Sometimes I miss you but i don’t know who you are now and you don’t know me.
I guess that’s the main reason for the drift we think we know our ppl but sometimes we don’t .
The pain is creeping back in the early sleepless dawn’s with my cats by my side
At least now I have a partner that is everything I could have hoped for.
A warm bath for my aching hip with little oliver by my side well Chloe and babe are fast asleep
even in these times of discomfort my life feels divine
I told a friend my hips now measure 5ft around and they moaned hahahahaha
These hips don’t lie
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Yesterday, hell this past week, was hard for me as I was called to serve my loved ones and support them in their need. I’m thankful I was able to make space for them & still continue with my days. It was a good hard. A learning hard and I appreciate the lesson.
Today I awoke renewed. The season up until my birthday are always a whirlwind like the universe is giving you a refresher on the lessons learned, boundaries made out of self love and preservation.
My flaw is I always want to jump to the end without the middle. The middle is the good stuff. But here I am enjoying the journey. Living in my truth and trusting the process.
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Do people still use Tumblr? I was actually going to return to my live journal because it’s less traceable.
I used to bare my soul to the world on here….
Now I keep it all locked in only to be shown to the people that show up for me and love me with the gentleness I deserve. The people that see past my knowledge and get to know my soul.
My circle has become so small it feels like a triangle just me, my love and my family. But that’s why I have the friendship bracelet on my ankle to remind me I’m not alone. So now I rebuild my community I have acquired. I am pouring into the few that see me and know me. I know half of this battle is from the walls I’ve built because I refuse to be hurt like I was ever again.
My days are slow and I’m filled with wonder for life most days. Slowly working toward goals I thought would never be attainable. Im here as I always have been just constantly changing in ways so small they go unnoticed to the world.
I mostly cry from joy & gratitude. I live the life I never dreamed possible. I see why it was that I never died.
Oh what a journey.
winterbythesea:
Facebook is launching a Patreon-like “Fan Subscription” thing and it’s got red flags all over it already.
One part of the terms is that they get a lifelong, transferable license for your content, which persists even if you stop using their service. They can transfer or sub-license it to third parties, and you can’t stop them, because you agree to that when you sign up.
Another is that once they start taking a cut, which they will once this launches officially, they can take up to 30%. For comparison, Patreon takes 5%. So you sign up, you post content, they raise the fee, you decide it’s no longer worth it and stop using it… and they get to keep using your content anyway.
You can read more about it here. But basically, the takeaway seems to be that this is another example of Facebook trying to make their own version of a good thing, and turn it into a worse thing, and sell it to you as the best thing ever. Don’t buy it. Please, please, do your research before you sign up for anything.
(via oh-home-letmegohome)