January 2010
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so i caved in...
my sony vaio laptop was on the fritz & 3 keys are missing… the H which i have to press way to hard for it to show up… the right arrow key & the END key both which work okay… i had to recover it because i did not get the macbook pro i wanted… someday i will get it… i have to decide whether it is worth it to get the missing keys fixed…
so now i’m...
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another text post....
sitting in his apartment… not really feeling like i love him today… maybe that is a good thing…regardless i am still a fool…
did some deep cleaning with nicole :) it was crazy but a lot got done… i’d love to go back later but i haven’t done my monday homework yet & the hours are ticking away fast… im not even inspired & it pisses me off
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daydreamer...
I love Adele… her voice has so much feeling… I’m very inspired by the emotions her songs put in my heart
“Daydreamer, sittin’ on the seat soaking up the sun… he is a real lover, makin’ up the past and feeling up his girl like he’s never felt her figure before… A jaw dropper looks good when he when he walks, he is the subject of their talk… He would be...
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My mom
My mother is the one person I can’t make happy. Which in turn makes my life miserable. I’ve done so many things in secret from her to deal with the pain of being a failure in her eyes but it never stopped from hurting. At least four times a week I have panic attacks that are caused by my mom. I relax by abusing my medication. I should only take three throughout the day if needed I take...
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i'm in love! i'm in love! i'm in love! (elf)
So i don’t update because this site looks funny on my blackberry. & i don’t have a working laptop & im too poor to get one!
but last night i had a good talk with him about us & how i know we aren’t together but we are but we aren’t. & we talked about how i have decided not to care about it or what people have to say about. it may not be their idea of a...
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love.
Sometimes I wonder if really we all have that person or persons or is it just bullshit… i love him with everything i have but he only likes me… maybe its because i’m his first girlfriend or maybe its because he doesn’t know what love is & maybe he does love me… either way i don’t pressure him. & if i were he probably would have left me by now…